RIP Spring Break

:'( It was good while it lasted.

My Nephew

Conor Elijah Young.

This kid is amazing. That's it. He brings a smile to my face everyday. When I see him playing and having fun it inspires me. He just runs around all day and doesn't have anything to worry about except what train he's going to play with next. We all grow up, but when I'm around him I feel like a little kid again, just like when my brother plays dart tag with me. This kid is full of joy. I don't think he will ever understand how much of an impact he's already made on my life in his first year and a half of life. There's something about him that keeps me going.

I swear from this day on, I will play with him more than ever before and be the best uncle I can.

He's one of the only reasons I'm still alive. And I'm damn glad I'm his uncle.

Ice cream.

Are you kidding me? This drama is ridiculous. She made a mistake, it's not her fault the picture got out. It's her fault for taking it. She's just a person. Imagine how she's feeling right now. I don't want to go back to a highschool that's "one big family" if they'll humiliate someone for making a mistake.

The Day of the Fort.

4.6.10

Conor builds his first fort.

Today ruled. I built a fort with my awesome nephew, played some geetar, played some WoW, and got the shit scared out of me by Carmen.

Lost tonight? Yes.

WoW tonight? Yes.

Watch Arrested Development? Yes.

Spring break. WHEW!

My. Double. Is. Faster.

I'm soooooo stoked to get home. Seriously.

I'm doing alot better than I have been in a few weeks. I didn't have my phone or internet for a few days. At first it sucked. But when I was about to get them back all I could think about was that i'd have to check my facebook/myspace/twitter/texts all the time to make sure I didn't miss anything and it stresses me out tons. So I see that now.

World of Warcraft anyone?

-65 days.

I thought I was okay until I saw a certain someone this morning. I'm really really really trying to be happy, but things just don't seem to be working out for me right now.

This is seriously my first heartbreak and it's absolutely AWFUL. I can't stand it. I dread going to school just because I know I'll have to see her, then after I see her I automatically am in the worst mood ever and I can't enjoy the rest of my day. I just want to be able to hang out with my brother and sister and nephew and enjoy my life.

I need to get over this. I HAVE to get over this. Fast.

Conosaurus-rex

I've been better lately. I'm trying to move on and set myself up for happiness.

I love my life with all of my heart. I really do. I live with My kick ass brother and his awesome wife and their metal (but not as metal as me) child. They're the best. My brother is absolutely hilarious and can always make me laugh. Lauren is absolutely incredible and will say things out of no where that you would never expect a girl to say. Conor is just nuts. That kid is absolutely incredible. I look up to him in a sort of look down at him way (if that makes any sense). He hasn't a care in the world. He colors and plays all day and doesn't give 2 shits about anything, but at the same time, he's just awesome. I would take a bullet for him in a heartbeat.

Sucks that I'm going to have to leave all this soon, but I can't wait to be home.