Take 2

There's more on my mind. I feel as if i don't belong, it's confusing really. I'm trying to not dwell on all of this drama, but I'm just not quite sure how to go about it. I'm getting support from friends and family, but I'm not letting it get through my thick skull.

Frustration.

Ways to cope? There's always that option of going back to the drugs and self-harm, but look where that got me, I'm not sure if it's worth it.

I'm really trying to enjoy spending this time with my family I don't get to see as often as I wish. This all just blows quite frankly.

I'm going to try and have a better day tomorrow and hopefully with support of friends and family I can enjoy these next 3 months.